Lyrics:
HEAR ME SAY
Intro : Yeah .... all I gotta say is...
I screwed up, and I let everyone down
And for that I'm sorry GOD
It's my fault, so juss.... leave them out of it
Punish me the way you wish...yeah....listen..
Verse__1
All my life
I kept my rights
So tight
Kept all the lust for powder and pills, all aside
My circle at the streets
Watchin for each other and stayin discreet
Always fly, we succeed
With the weed
Still can't believe
How my mind got so hazy
Leading us all into something so fucking crazy
Slippin from my position, I was thinkin maybe
Lets try this new shit, I nick-named it Daizy
Then we
Over-dozed ourselves
Lost ourselves
As if this shit was controllin us, broke our shelves
Lockin the real us in some kinda unbreakable shells
The next thing all I remember is nothing, lets just say we scewed up and fucked ourselves
The next morning I wake up
Remembering nothing I Shake up
My neighbours, gaurds, mommy and daddy all staring at me
What the fuck is wrong? Suddenly my memory started to bleed
Last night it wasn't me
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Chorus__(1X)
As you hear me, these are frustations turned into rhymes
Come near me, you'll see me walk aside
Isolated is how I hide
Standing alone I can only be hoping
Myself can I ever be controlling
Questions that can never be ansered
Yet, knowing this, with drugs, myself I showered
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Verse__2
The next day comes on
As if I've been Conned
Bringin this prison on myself, GOD says: "you're On"
Hatin myself, I regret the very day I was born
Every light through my eyes, It's brightness gone
In my memory I can see a wound that bleeds
Only flashes everynight, thats all I see
Within these indoor walls, I sit concieved
Everyday makin me feel like I got some mental disease
A silent stone in his prison
Filled with haunting visions
No move he can make, lushed, full of hesitations
I aint makin no complains about my situation
I got what I deserve for my fucked up actions
The reflection on the mirror, I can no more recognize
A soulless wreck, looks like needs to be crucified
Take a gun, cock it and blow it in the head, right inside
Even thats a better deal then being buried alive
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Chorus__(1X)
As you hear me, these are frustations turned into rhymes
Come near me, you'll see me walk aside
Isolated is how I hide
Standing alone I can only be hoping
Myself can I ever be controlling
Questions that can never be ansered
Yet, knowing this, with drugs, myself I showered
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Verse_3
Almost been a month, since I wrote those two verses
Getting all the rhymes and words along with the curses
I guess I stumbled again
In my ears, pills mumbled again
Myself once again
I failed to defend
Black as coal
Inside and I know
Day by day I seem to be loosing my self-control
Expect the worst from me with all these daizies in my blood
From my brain into my nerves, is the nightmare flood
Everynight its me entangling in my bedsheets
With the flashbacks, my mind struggles to bear the heat
The walls seems to be sqeezin in, or maybe its just me
Burning thoughts scorching my nerves from the head to feet
Its what I feel everytime I get over-dozed
Now it seems every now and then, hells never been so close
Now its clear
In me seems to be a corrupted flare
Frustation makes nothin fair
Back with the valium pills I go and share
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Chorus__(1X)
As you hear me, these are frustations turned into rhymes
Come near me, you'll see me walk aside
Isolated is how I hide
Standing alone I can only be hoping
Myself can I ever be controlling
Questions that can never be ansered
Yet, knowing this, with drugs, myself I showered
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